Patience is not one of my virtues. But through the years I have learned to manage my emotions. I have not exactly mastered it since lately it has been easy for me to feel so agitated. I am hyper and flying high one minute and totally annoyed and irritated the next. What is worse is that it is the shallowest of things that get to me. I usually feel better after having some alone time at the gym or coffee bean - like where I am now.
I blame the stress I get from work. Moreover, I blame some people at work - those fault-finding, narrow-minded, drama-chasing crabs! Can they disappear like right now? I thought Baguio taught us to be happy for one another's success. Ater all, we are on the same team trying to survive a rigorous program. It is not as if our grades would affect yours. There is no real ranking system where the topnotcher would be declared valedictorian. What is this - high school? This is work. You guys bitching about how undeserved you think our grades are will not make your own grades any higher. And you guys do not have the authority to decide what grades people deserve. We all are on the same level. Well actually after this incident I believe you now are beneath us. Deal with it.
Thank God I have friends who truly are supportive. They are the ones who matter more. As for the others, I think a professional relationship is more than enough.
(Chants "I am positive and I am one with the universe. Negative energy be gone.")
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I hate those people. Really. I mean, when you come to think of it, they're using up all the good energy that should be flowing at work. If you can't compartmentalize, learn how to. Nakakasira sila ng araw, mga lintek.
ReplyDelete(By the way, use your OpenID! So I can easily go back to your blog.*wink*)