Too Long

This management program I am currently in is starting to get old. It feels so long already. Maybe it is just the module right now. Perhaps it is some people whom you have grown tired of seeing almost everyday. It could be the annoying facilitators. In any case, I am so over it. The work we do is make believe at best. If it were not for the friendships I have built within my office circle, I would simply refuse to get up from bed. I love my bed. Why I get up at 6 am everyday to head to an office situated in Commonwealth is beyond me. Can we fast forward to August and make us officers already?!? Naman!

I have been single for almost 6 years now. Yes, 6 years. It has been too long. During that time there have been some significant relationships but none of them escalated to an actual commitment. It is always almost but not quite. My love life is about a series of relationships that ended before it began. Sucks to be me I know. But this time, I feel like the drought is about to end. I am starting to get scared actually. I am so happy that it is frightening. What if it will turn out the way it did before? You open yourself up to someone and they end up just dropping you without warning. You fight for someone so hard and in the end they just leave with so many friendships broken. You lay your cards on the table yet all they do is play games. Nakakapagod. Now that another prospective relationship is in the works, I can only hope that it will turn out to be pure and true. All I really want is to be loved.

The long wait is almost over. We are about to elect a new set of leaders that will shape the future of our country. I can only hope that people will vote for those "ought to be elected" and not those "most likely to be elected". Survey are supposed to follow us and not the other way around. For this election, I have decided to make the principled and intelligent choice. Noynoy is out simply because he has not earned anything for himself. He has not done anything of significance at all. If he wins, then we are so screwed and we can not even do anything about it because we can not impeach a president for incompetence. And are we not taught and brought up to be better than our parents? For this reason alone, I can not cast my vote for Noynoy, who has history of mental problems. Yes. I said it. Naniniwala ako sa report na kahit sabihin pa natin ay peke, walang duda sakin na may hindi normal kay Noynoy. Erap is not even a choice because he is simply embarrassing. He is a convicted plunderer yet he is allowed to run for the same office where he amassed his wealth. Grabe. Only in the Philippines. I have narrowed down my choices between Villar and Gibo. I thought I have decided on Gibo but after seeing Villar's hot seat interview on Bandila a few hours ago, it made me rethink my decision. I saw his experience, competence, and sincerity. I realized that a lot of the criticisms and black propaganda against him are rooted on crab mentality. Ang mga pinoy kasi pilit binababa ang mga taong naiangat ang sarili. So I would not mind if Villar wins the presidency. Imagine what he could do if succeeds in running the government like a private institution. Hello efficiency! Then ofcourse, there is Gibo. Gibo is simply stellar. If he becomes president, I would be so proud. I truly believe that he can unite this country. He has the ability to make people of different backgrounds, beliefs, and ideologies meet somewhere in the middle to arrive at a consensus. He is young and dynamic. He has good judgement and even-tempered. He knows the issues plaguing this country well. I may just cast my vote for him.

Too long is this blog now. I must end it right here.